"I'm only a month away from going to New York. It seems far, but it's not really that far. To tell you the truth I really don't know why I'm doing this post. I guess, it's the fact that after coming back from NY, I have a little less then two weeks before I leave to Australia for my studies. It's not that I'm being emotional, but it's just that I'm thinking that I''ll be there for three years without my friends. I'm happy that I get to go there, don't get me wrong. But at the same time, I'm sad that I have to leave everyone. To tell you the truth, I actually want to stay there and not come back. Okay, maybe come back once in a while. But a part of me (a lot) wants to just stay there. I don't know, I'm just confused. On other parts, I haven't even chosen a major yet. I really don't know what to choose, I want to do broadcasting or maybe public realtions. See, I can't even choose, it's hard. I guess I'll just have to wait and see."